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Bristi dube chilo “alokapurir” bornonai…birohi jokkho taar somosto sotta niye utbhaasito hochhilo bristir monoloke…”jokkho priya”aar kaachhe pathano sombad bristi anudhabon korachhilo somosto hridoi diye. Kabbyo baarta nichhilo bishhobaartar rup….Bristi jokhon sochhonde bichoron korchhe meghloke sei somai prothom borsher enakkhi elo dhir sonkuchito paaye.Bristi ke boi er raajje dube thaakte dekhe bollo, “didi ektaa katha chhilo….pore asbo ki?” Bristi kichhu ta annnomonosko bhabei bollo,”hum”.Enakkhi cholei jaachhilo..or jawar dike takiye bristir ki mone holo ke jane oke phire daaklo,nijer kaachhe bosiye jiggesh korlo,”ki bayper?”Enakkhi aro kichhu ta sonkochito hoye gelo,pri asphuto sore bollo,” manetumi to banglar….amake ekta kobita…” Or haab bhaab dekhei bristir sondheho hochhilo..maja o laagchhilo..emnite Enakkhi besh chotpote praanochhol meye taar erom sonkuchito haab bhaab..bristi sokoutuke chokkh naachiye jiggesh korlo,”kiser kobita?”Enakkhi aro kunthito bhaabe bollo,”mane jate kore…oi…nijer monerbhaab kauke bola jai”. Soddo asa junior guloke bristi nijer choto boner motoi dekhto..shenho korto.Enakkhir aajker haabbhaab ke tai abolilai bristi porte parchhilo…tobu oke khochanor lobh samlate paarchhilo na…jeno kichhui bujhte paarchhe na erom ekta much kore bristi jiggesh korlo,” Dekh kobita diye to moner sob rokom bhaabkei prokaash kora jai..ta tui thik konrokom bhaab ke prokaash korte chaichis seta na bolle to ami baachtei parbo na…”.Enakkhi jeno asha korechhiloor bristi di nije thekei sob bujhe jabe , e kathai taai ektu mormahoto hoyei bollo,”konbhaab prokaasher jonno kobita proyojon hoi didi?”Bristi mukhe choddo gaambhirjjo ene bollo,” somosto bhaab…maan theke utsarito somosto abegh ke prokaasher jonnoi kaabyikkobitar ashroi nen…”Enaakkhi dirghoshaash cherhe bollo,
“ami ki kabyik? Ami…asole”. Katha asomaptto rekhei much nichhu korlo. Bristi aar choto bontar opor utpiron korte paarlo na. Soshenhe or mukhtatule dhorlo..bollo,” kon bhaber kobita tor proyojon ..ta etuku to bol,taar songe somporko ahche na ki ei prothom take daak dibi.”Enaakkhi ebaar anekta sohoj bhabei bollo,” se amake sei bhabe bodhai chenei na didi…take ami ….”Bristi bollo,”Bujhechhi,dekhi chesta kore kobitar setu diye tor monerbhaab pouchhe dite pari kina taar kaachhe.”Bristi chokh bondho kore moner modhye dub dilo…taar priyo kobir kobita gulor modhye kojaar chesta korlo..sekhaaneo bibbhranti..ebhaabe khojaar artho morubhumi te soshyodanar khoj. Bristi enakkhi ke bollo,”ki kori bolto? Sob kobitaguloi mone hochhe tor bhaab prokaasher joggo…madhurjjer bichare keu kom keu beshi noi..’chander haat e’ path hariyechhi ekhon tui ei bol ki hobe upaai?”Enakkhi chotpot bollo,”tumi amar jaigai thaakle je kobita ta select korte setai dao.”Bristi bollo,”Ami tor jaigai thaakle adeu kobita ditam kina ke jane..tobe ekta paarthonaa amaar jaigaai toke jeno aste na hoi. Bristi nijer maan ke abaar bhaasiye dilo achhin pure taar sopner raajputrer dike,nije ke daar koralo ‘alokapuri te’..bristir manos pote dhire dhire phute utlo or “sopner raajputrer”hashhodipto mukh..abeshjorito konthe bristi uchharon korlo…
“ bahire tumi nile na more ,dibos gelo boye,
tahate mor ja hoi hok khoti,
antore ja dibaar chhilo milichhe ek hoye,
chorone tobo gopone taar goti.
Lukaye chhilo chaya te phul, bhorilo tobo dali,
Gondho bhora bondona te diyaachhi dhup jail,
Prodeep chilo molin shikha, doyaate chhilo kali,
Dipto hoye uthichhe taar jyoti.
Bahir hote na jodi lyo o pujaar ei dali
Choron e tobo gopone taar goti.
Nahoi tumi opaare thake , epaare ami thaaki
Nirosh moru tire,
Andhokaare sondhyatara noyone dei aaki
Sudur tobo udaar akhitire.
Byathai momo tomaari chaya porichhe mor praane,
Biroho hani tomaari bani milichhe mor gaane,
Alokh srote bhabna dharai tomari tot pane
Epaar hote bohiyaa mor noti.
Je bina tobo mondire te baje ni taane taane
Chorone tobo nirobe taar goti.”


Enaakkhi kokhon uthye esay bristir paashe dariyechhilo brishti kheyaal kore ni…chomok bhaanglo Enaakkhir shore.. “ didi ei kobita tai tobe likhe dao”…Bristir chokh theke duphota jol goriye porechhilo,nije ke taratari samle niye bollo,”dhur paagol, prothomei bichhedher sadhona keno korbi? Borong sopner phiri kor… lekh…

“Amra dujona sorgo khelna
Goribo na dhoroni te
Mugddho lolito ashru golito gite.
Ponchho sorer bedona madhuri diye
Basor ratri rochibona mora priye|;
Bhaagyer paaye durbol praane
Bhikkha na jeno jachi.
Kichhu nai bhoi, jani nischoi,
Tumi aachho ami aachhi.”
Etodur likhe Ennakkhi bollo,”didi ei ki sopno pheri korar kobita?”Bristi komol hesay bollo,” Mrityur mukhe daraye janibo ..tumi aahchho ami ahchhi..” er theke boro sopno, er theke besi nirbhorotaa,er theke mohot somarpon aar ki hote pare?”Ennakkhi kichukhon bhaablo taarpor bollo,” thik bolechho”.

Ennaakhi or kobita niye chole gechhe. Bristi o dube giyechhilo “alokapurir “rajje megheder deshe. Hotat murtimoti jhor hoye elo Ips aar biri. Biri bollo,” tui ki promaan korte chaichis bolbi? Etota boro idiot noi eto boromohot praan niye bechhe thaakbi ki kore…..lojja kore na tor…” Bristi aprotyashito ei akromone hotobhombo hoye giyechhilo, konorokome jiggesh korlo,” ki holo? Ami abar ki korlaam?” Biri jongkaar diye utlo,”na tumi to kichui koro ni…korechhi to amra …tomaar moton mohotpraana ekjon ke bhaalobese bhul korechhi…”Bristi ebaar Ipse r dike phire bollo,”ki hoyechhe amake ektu khule bolbi ki tora? Ki korechhi ami?”Ips ebaar gombhir shore bollo,”Ennakkhi ke k kobita likhe diyechhe?” Bristi bollo,” o ei byaapaar! Ami ei likhe diyechhi kintu tate aporadher ki hoyechhe?” Biri jhajhiye utay bollo,” dekhli ami bolechhilam na toke..doyaar sagor uni..jottosob!!”Bristi bollo,” array mahamushkil to etay aporaadher ki hoyechhe? O kau ke nijer moner katha janate chai…ami oke ektu sahajjo korechhi matro.” Ips aro gombhir bhaabe bollo,”Tui ki Janis o kake nijer moner katha janate chaai? Tui ki re?”Bristi janalo j o seta jane na ebong oke jiggesh o kore ni.Biri abaar mukh khullo,” na jene shune likhe dili ..uff..toke niye…”Ips janalo,” o gopal da r jonno oi kobita likhiye niye gechhe.” Ghorer modhye baaj porleo bodhaai bristi eto ta chomkaato na….jiggesh korlo,” maame? O ki..?” Biri aar chup thaakte paarlo na,”hyaan, tui kon duniyaai thaakis ektu bolbi..keu esay bollo aar tui o omni…”Bristi kichhukhon chupchaap thaaklo…nije ke ektu saamle niye bollo,”ta o jodi kau ke nijer moner katha janate chaai janak na…ami tate badh saadhbo keno?”Biri ebaar aro tejer saathe bollo,”dekchis ips…kando gulo dekh…katha shunle haar pitti jole jai…baadh na saadhleo tui modot korbi?...ektuo badha dibi na?” Bristi ebaar driro konte bollo,” na debo na..eto niche ami naamte paarbo na. Kintu ekta kaatha bol, tora eta janli ki kore je Ennakkhi oke..” Ebaar Ips ja janalo ta anekta ei rokom..Ennaakkhi sathi der kaachhe giye kichhudin thekei gopal daar khoj kobor nichhilo. Aaj bristir kaach theke kobita likhiye niye giye biri ke giye dhorechhilo jate kore ota biri ba Ips er haat diye gopaal daa r kaache pathano jai…Ips ke sorasori approach korar shahos or hoi ni. Bristi sob shune kichhukhon chup kore chhilo taarpor bolechhilo,” jaak ge jaak badh de, or jodi kau ke kichhu jananor hoi o janabei…amader badha dewar kono adhikaar nei…aar biri tui o laphaas na..kau ke badha diye atke rakha jai na..ja hawar ta hobei”.

…sei kobita ki pouchhechhilo sothik thikanai?? Ke jane!! Bristi ra taar khobor raakhe ni..

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“bhang re bhang re bhangre bhagaan praachir bhaang”….

Poristhiti jotoi ghoralo hok, sondeher meghe aakaash jotoi adhaar hok freshers kintu esei gelo. Bristi mone mone thik korechhilo o oidin baari chole jabe,karon je bondhuder saathe o nijeder freshers party enjoy korechhe tarai ekhon bristir political standard niye nana proshno tulchhe,sabhabik somporker sochhota aar nei aneker saathei.Tai freshers party er ager din oder department e jokhon praty niye alochona cholchhe tokhon bristi janalo je o hoito thakchei na ,bari jabe…katha ta je surjo er kaane gechhe ta bristi kheyaal kore ni. Sedin class sesher por bristi jokhon sonali rod e satar dite dite hostel bus er dike phirchhilo tokhon pechon theke keu daak dilo, “ nondini….nondin”.Chena golar sor,chena daak, bristi thomke dariye pechon phirechhe….Surjjo, deb,shree aar sotorupa or dike egiye elo. Surjjo or chokhe chok rekhe jiggesh korlo, “ Kaal tui chole jabi keno? Kaader chaya theke palate chaas?”Surjjo r kaach theke erom proshner jonno bristi adeu prostut chhilo na. Tai kichuta thotomoto kheyei bollo,” palabo keno? Emnei jabo…esob bhalo laagchhe na re.?” Ebaar deb much khullo, “ ki bhalo laagchhe na? amader nondin er gaan bhaalo laagchhe na? hoi choi bhaalo laagchhe na? etao biswas korte bolis? Sotto ke chokh there ki labh?”Bristi bollo,” maan ta boro chonchol,esob dondo aar bhalo laagchhe na.” Surjjo bristir haat ta alto kore dhorlo,bollo,”aai”..ora chaarjon bristi ke niye maathe esay boslo.Tarpor sugobhir dristi te bristi ke bidhho kore surjjo bollo,” nondin,(rokto korobir por theke bristi ke anekei nondini/nondin bole daakto)”Roktokorobir” nondini ke toiri korechhilo ronjon,amader nondinike ke toiri korechhe jani na..kintu se je ‘raja’r jaal bhegechhe ta ter pai…aaj jokhon phule ota jol badh bhag te chaichhe tokhon nondini ke take nijer roktokorobir monjori diye sagoto janabe na?”Bristi kichhui bujhte parchhilo na, jiggesh korlo,”mane?”Maneta deb bujhiye dilo.”x”party er lokera chain a je oder bibhaager kono chatro chaatri freshersparty te angshogrohon koruk ebong sei nirdesh porokkho bhaabe esay pouchiachhe surjjo der kaacheo…itimodhyei bristir opor jorajuri te khubddho hoyechhilo surjjora ,aar oder biruddhe matha uchhu kore bristi ke dariye thaakte dekhe mugddho hoyechhilo ora tai ora nijerai ‘jaal’ bhege beriye esaychhilo. Sudhu etodin ta chhilo aprokaashito, kintu ei nirdesher birudhhe giye surjjo ra oder monobhaab prokaasher aloi ante chaichhe..aar tai ora chaichhe bristi thaakuk oder maajhkhaane.Oder ei monobhaaber porichoi peye bristi sombhito hoye gelo,e j bristir sopner otit. Oke chup kore thaakte dekhe deb aro abeg niye bollo,”tor mukhe jiboner alo dekhechhi, tor chokher tarai proloi er bonhi dekhechhi, tor elochule mrityu ke dekhechhi..toke dekhe sikhechhi ‘mrito byaag’ ke buke boye niye jawar modhye kono gourob nei,tai aaj tor sobpon kore tor paathei haatte chaichhi, tui ki aaj amader pherabi bol?”Surjjo ebar much khullo,nijer haate dhore thaka bristir haat duto te alto chaap diye bollo,” tui to amader prachir nos nondin tui amader prakaar..tor kaache esay uchhu te utay bahir ke dekhte pai amra”.Shree bollo,”nondin nilkonto pakhir palok tor churai ke poriyechhe jani na kintu tui je oder ‘sordari’ guchiyechhis ta to dekhtei pai..plz amrao aar oi asojjoder saathe thakte chain a..oder jaal bhaagte chai.” Sudhu mene newaar bhaar bodhai eibhabei dhose pore. Bristi abaak hoye dekhchhilo oder ke, bollo,” kintu er porinoti te toder keo ekghore kore debe ora seta Janis to?”Sotarupa ebaar much khullo,”jani..kintu tate bhoi ki? Amra paachjon thaakbo ek saathe.”Oder kathar jadu te bristir modhye ghumiye thaka nondini dhire dhire jege utchhilo…bristi shunte paachhilo,”jokkho purir” bhit norar shobdho, bristi dhire dhire bollo,”tobe tai hok…”
Porerdin bristi oder haat dhore niye gechhe party te.Naachher taal e taal e ora bhege guriye diyechhe”jokkho purir” protha.’x’party er sordar ra roktochokkhu te dekhechhe oder ke..oder ek sohopathi esay ‘x’party er protinidi esay bristi ke bolechhe,”tui sottei sorbonashi..sorbonaasher hawa enechhis amader department e”. Bristi hesay bolechhe,” amar anobokaasher ujan thele ami kau ke ghore ante chai ni…paler hawai ujjan thele ora anyaashe esaychhe.”Oi din surjjo jokhon klanto hoye much dhaakchhe ratrir aachole..ora klanto hoye maathe esay boschhe, bristi klanto deho ta eliye dichhe sabuj ghaasher bichanai..shree, sotorupa o haat paa choriye boschhe..boikalik bisonno ta ke shure bedhe niye surjjo gaan dhorchhe…
“ Mor sopon torir k etui neye
laaglo pale neshaar hawa
pagol pobon chole geye.
Amai bhuliye diye ja
Tor duliye diye naa,
Tor sudur ghaate chol re beye.
Aamar bhaabna to sob michhe
Amar sob pore thaak pichhe.
Tomaar ghomta khule dao
Tomaar noyon tule chaao,
Dao hashi tem or poraan cheye.”
Surjjer surer choya laaglo oder buke. Eke eke ora protekei gaan dhorlo. Surer bhelai ora bhasiye dilo sei din ta ke..

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“Amar hridoi tomar apon haater dore, dolao dolao dolao amar hridoi…”

Kichudin holo Ips prem korchhe…ei notun ghotonata Ips,bristi aar birir modhye notun unmadona choriye diyechhe. Premer tottokatha bichhar bibechonai ekhon ora mosgul. Aaj o alochona shuru hoyechhilo Ipse r prem niyei tarpor alochonai dhora porlo krishner proti shri radhikaar saashoto prem..dhora porlo ‘bonolota sen’..victoria okompo,moitridebi…tarpor se alochonai esay porlo aro ek jotil proshno…”swami hisabe kemon purush oder kaammo”?Ips ke ei proshno korechhilo biri…Ipse r uttor e kichhuta lajja meshano golai bollo,” ami emon ekjon ke swami hisabe chaije amar kormo paather pathik hobe..je amar chinta bhaabna ke respect korbe..jaar modhye ami amari protibimbo dekhte pabo.”Bristi kotuhol niye jiggesh korlo,”ta tui ki shuvo da r modhye tor protibimbo dekhte peyechhis?”Biri boddo phajil hoyechhe aajkaal, bollo,” tahole ki ebaar theke shuvo daa ke shuvo di bolbo?” Ips misti kore jibh bhegalo, chotto ekta kil marlo biri ke. Tarpor bristir dike phire bollo,” ekhon o dekhte paai ni..sondhan korchhi..”Ebaarbristi biri ke proshno korlo,”Ki re tor kemon bor dorkaar shuni?”Biri dripto bhabe bolte shuru korlo,” Ami bangali chele biye korte chain a…panjabi kinba rajput biye korbo.”Biri ke maajh path e thamiye bristi jiggesh korlo,”keno bangali chele ki dosh korlo?”(biri j uttor ta dilo ta path kore anek paathoker raag hote pare kintu mone rakhben eta chilo birir ekanto byaktigoto mot)biri soteje bollo,” bangali chelegulor merudondo chowmin hoye gechhe..sudhu atlamo mere mere eder din kaate aar kaajer somai lyaad kheye kheye bhuri bagai. Kobe ke ki kore gechhe seta bhagiye khetei byaasto..prem korar somaai boro boro buli kopchaai aar biyer por bou ke nijer jaiger bhaabe,aar sob theke boro katha biye korte jawar somai tara maa ke bole jai “tomar jonno dasi ante chollam”…erom cheleder saathe maniye chola asombhob.”Ebaar Ips much kullo,”ta sudhumatro paanjabi aar rajput I keno? Anyanno prodesher chele ra ki dosh korlo?” Bristi o ektu kochha marar lobh samlate parlo na..bollo,”tui borong ekta southindian chele ke biye koris”. Bristir dike skrodhe takiye biri bollo,” kumari morbo tobu bhalo kintu south Indian kokhono na..oi sarthopor gulo ke puro deshbasir reject kora uchit.”…(pathokgon southindian der proti biri ekhon besh rege ahchhe, aaj sokaalei southindian tonoya ramyar saathe jol khawa niye birir kondo juddho hoyechhilo ebong tari pholoshurti hisaabe southindian der proti birir ei bideshh). Ebaar Ipse r dike phire biri bollo,”Panjabi karon ‘santasingh banta singh’..arthat ami amar ektu budhhi koroch korlei ‘swami’lokti ke manupulate korte parbo..nijer isharai naachate parbo. Aar rajput…bolei biri chokh bujhlo,jeno kolpo chokhhe nije ke daar koralo rajasthan er kono haveli te tarpor sagoto uktir moto suru korlo rajput mohima kirton..e kritoner bisod biboron diye pathokder somoi nosto korte chain a..sudhu ei tuku bollei jotesto je biri soddo”rani podmini” ebong “Rajput jibon sondhya” sesh koreche. Ebaar pathokgon nijei bujhte parchhen je keno rajput swami birir kaammo. Jai hok rajput niye lomba bhashoner por biri bristir haat dhore bollo,”dyaak na toder family er keu amake biye korbe kina”?Bristi hesay bollo,”ghotkali korte bolchhis? Ta besh, korbo na hoi…kintu ghotok bidai tab halo hoya chai kintu”. Bristir kathai baki dujon hesay utlo. Ebaar bristir pala, Ips bollo,” Ebaar bol tor kemon swami chai?”Bristi besh kichhukhon bhaablo..jeno bichhinno chintasutro ke kendribhuto korlo,dhire dhire chokh bujhlo, jeno nijer attar gobhire dristi prayron kore dekhe nite chailo moner modhye ankito hoye thaka taar swami r rup ti..tarpor dhire dhire sei rup bornona korte laaglo priyo bandhobi der kaachhe…korme se purush krishner soman,sotte se judisthir, gyaane balmiki…je bristir haat dhore oke niye jabe sadhonar marge,jaar saathe ekashone bose bristi dhormachoron korte parbe, jar sporshe bristir aatik ebong adhyatik chetonar bikaash ghotbe..je ekadhare hobe bristir guru,montri ebong sokhaa…sei purush kei porom nirbhorotoi bristi boron korbe swami rup e.Biri e katha shune bollo” sadhu jogi der biye korte chaas keno?Aar sonyaashi ra biye kore naki? Erom sonyaasi ke biyei ba korte chaas kon dukhkhe?”Bristi hese bollo,”kormo jog e hochhe sob theke boro jog ar garhostto sonyaas ei hochhe sob theke boro sonyaas..sob korme jukto thekeo je nijer monk e sob kichhu theke bijukto rakhte pare sei prokito sonyaashi..ta ami sei kormo jogi kei swamitte boron kore tar chayai nijeke lalito korte chai..tar shiya hoye kormo jogger abhyaas korte chai, tar saathe dhormochoron korte chai tar gyaaner aloi nijer agyaanto ke dur korte chai, tar sadhon pather pathik hoye nijer attar unnoti korte chai, taholei sokol maya moher bondhon kete pabo chiroanonder sondhaan,hote parbo sito proggo. Shudhu biye korar jonno biyer natok korte parbo na.”….Ips bollo,” thik bolechhis biyer natok korar modhye kichhu nei. Mone newa aar mene newar modhye akaash patal parthokko, mone nite na parle mene newai kono gorbo nei”.
“biyer natok” katha ta birir mathai ekta idea esay giyechhe totokhone..bollo,” achha bristi rik er(bristir chele) biye dile kemon hoi re?”Bristi hesay bollo” ta mondo hoi na ta patri ta ke shuni ? tui naki?”Biri bollo “na na, ami to or mashimoni or patri hobe shree er meye(shree bristi der arek bandhobi)”. Sei raat ei shree ked eke ana holoebong or meye er saathe riker biye sthir kora holo. Ek robi baar e hoi hoi kore rik aar barbi er biye holo chowmin aar rosomalai bhojer saathe.
Sottei 19 bochhor boyish e bodhai erom paaglamo korate pare!!!

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Bristi ekakitte bhugchhe,dondo aar songsoier hindoldolai dulchhe..kono kaaj bhaalo laagchhe, kau ke bhaalolaagchhe naa. “Y”party er hoye kaaj na korte chayowar phole bristi keg hire toire hoyechhe sondheyer megh. Saakhi athi ra prothom prothom arale abdale bristi ke niye porihaas korto..se porihaser sur lok marphot (*agei bolechi bristi ke hosteler anekei khub pochondo korto) bristir kaan e esay pouchhoto, bristi hese ei apriyo proshongo gulo ke eriye jeto. Er phole ekhon e byaango bridrup shuru holo prokaashhe. Bristi praanpone abichol thaakar chesta korchhe kintu bhitor bhitor bristi ke graas korchhilo shunnota. Haai!! Ekei ki bole Democracy!! “Y” party er lokjon to “bakti sadinota r” opor kotto boro boro buli kopchai..tahole aaj tader protinidi rai keno bristir sadhinotai hostokhep korchhe aaj.. bristir byaaktigoto mot bole,” shikhito manush tar sabhabik bichhar khomota diye shthir kore nebe taar raajnitir path…kon rajnoitik motadorsho ke bechhe nebe taa sompurno bhabe nirbhor korchhe byaaktigoto sottar opor…sekhane kau ke kichhu bolte jawa ba manupulate korte jawa byaakti sadhinotai hostokhep kora matro.” E proshonge bristir mone porchhe bristi jokhon prothom prothom college e esaychhe tokhon “X” party er lokera oder shreni kokhhe esay bhason diyechhilo ebong khub sposto bhashai bolechhilo oder bibhager tradition e hochhe “z” party te join kora. Oder batcher 19 jon ei bhashoner por “X”part er sodosho pod grohon korechhilo…bristi kintu kore ni. Ei ghotona ke kendro kore “X”party er horta korta bidhata ra bristi ke eka ekta kokhhe bondho kore prothome jukti diye bojhate chesta korechhilo,bristi tokhon torko diyei oder jukti jaal ke kete tochhnoch kore diyechhilo, tarpor shuru holo sentimental sursuri,” eta amader department er tradition” ebar o bristi domlo na bollo,” bhul tradition ke boye niye jawa kono kajer katha noi..borong seta bheghe phelai uchit(bristi bhante perechhilo sei tradition oder somai 5ta vote peyechhilo”Y”party, porer bochhor bishoi kor bhabei “y” party er cr jitechhilo oder department e)”. Tarpor suru holo byaango,”du taka diye sodossho pod nite parchhis na!! bolis to amrai diye dei taka ta.” Bristi o hese bolechhilo, “taka ta dui bolei bhaabchhi du hazar hole bhaabtam na…komdami jinisher quality niye to bhabtei hoi…”…Tarpore shuru holo bhoi prodorshon,” E college e porte hole toke amader sodossho pod nitei hobe..nahole ekhane thakte parbi na..” Bristi ebar o drio bhabe bolechhilo,” besh colleger jinni adhipoti arthat principal , take giyei jiggesh kori college erom kono rules ahchhe kina, tini jodi bolen tomader party te join na korle tini amake tar college e porte deben na tokhon ami sechhai ei college chere chole jabo…aar jawar age media ke sob janiye jabo..jate kore kono sadhin cheta chatro chatri aar ei college e admisson na nei”//bolei bristi paa bariyechhilo principal er ghorer dike…sedin “x”party er homrachomra ra baddo hoyechhilo bristir kaachhe khoma chaite. “y” party er bishisto koyekjon esay bristir ei driro ebong sahoshi monobhaber proshonsha korechhilo…kintu aaj jokhon bristi abar nijer monobhaab niye driro bhabe dariyechhe tokhon tarai keno apritikor poristhiti toiri korchhe??
Bristi anek bhebe chinte thik korlo eder eriye gele poristhiti sudhrabe na borong aro kharap hobe,taar cheye shokto bhabe er mokabela kora proyojon., poriskaar bhabe nijer motamot byaakto kora dorkaar. Ei bhebei bristi sathi saakhi der nijer room e daaklo, poriskaar bhabei jigesh korlo,” tora ja korchhis seta ki thik korchhis?” Sathi bollo, “ tui jeta korchhis seta ki thik korchhis?” Bristi bollo,”byaakti sadhinotai hostokhep korte na chawar modhhye bhul ta kothai dekhli?”Saakhi ebar much khullo,” party er member der party er hoye kaaj kortei hoi. Aar party ke jetate gele, revolution aante gele esob kortei hoi…eto soti sabitri hoye thaakle konodin e biplob asay na.”E kathai bristir haar pitti jole gelo,khub shanto athochho tiknno sore bristi bollo,” prothomoto ami kono party er member noi, ditiyoto: churi juyachuri na koreo vote e jeta jai,party jodi nijeder kaajer madhome dristantto sthapon korte pare,chatro chatri der prokito bhalo korte pare tobe chatro chatri ra sotosphurto bhabei party ke somorthon korbe. Prithibir itihaas e je kota sarthok biplob sonhgothito hoyechhe ta esaychhe sotter haat dhorei ta Haitian Revolution e hok ki American Revolution e hok. Eto to “biplob” “biplob” koris Castro ki bolechhilen Janis na,” A revolution is not a bed of roses. A revolution is a struggle between the future and the past”…jodi tora past e kono bhalo kaaj kore thakis setai toder future er cholar pather patheo hobe. “ Sakhi or sobhab siddho banger hasi hese bollo,” Eto sob jani na amra jitte chai amara jitle college e revolution asbei”.Bristi aro gombhir bhabe bollo,” tora jitbi ki jitbi na ta jani na, tobe tora jitlei je revolution asbe seta eto biswas niye bolchis ki kore, Jefferson er mote, “Every generation needs a new revolution”,So toder revolution nobagoto der kachhe revolution nao hote pare, aro ekta katha,” you can never have a revolution in order to estabilish a democracy. You must have a democracy in order to have a revolution” Kintu tora manusher democratic rights e haat dichhis aar asha korchis eibhabei tora revolution anbi..jeta konodin o sombhob noi..Etokhon Ips puro alochona ta chupchap shunchhilo ebaar bollo,”Janis to Hitler ki bolechen? Tar mote” For the greatest revolutionary changes on this earth would not have been thinkable if their motive force, instead of fanatical, Yes, hysterical passion,had been merely the bourgeois virtues of law and order”…Kota boroboro buli shikhlei raaj niti hoi na. Revolution anbi tora? Manusher democratic rights niye chini mini khelis aar boroboro buli jharis..ei to toder rajnitir chehara… Ja ekhon kaat ekhan theke.”
Saakhir chokh much etimodhei laal hoye giyechhilo o sursur kore beriye gelo sathi bollo,”eto sob bujhi na”y” party ke somorthon kori, party ke jetate chai eta holo simple katha. Bristi bollo, “ Ta jetate chas bhalo katha kintu tai bole manusher democratic rights e haat dibi? Tui ei party ke kenosomorthon koris? Ei party er ideology ta ki re? Sathhi ki bolto jani na Ips bollo,” bristi keno phaaltu lokjoner pechone somai borbad korchis..chere de na..kaajkormo nei tor..sathi o bodhai ei sujogtukuri apekha korchhilo..Ips haate tule sujog ta ditei o palallo.. Or palanor bhongi dekhe ora dujonei hesay utlo. Ips bollo,” politics niye kono gyaan gommi nei politics korte esaychhe!!.” Bristi bollo,” Badh de aaj ja sikha peyechhe asha kori kichhudin ebaar nischinte kaatbe.”

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“Hey nuton dekha dik aarbaar jonmer o prothom o shubhokhon”

Ekdol notun much ekdol torun praan colleger anginai. Eder boron kore newar dhum colleger protita department e , songe songe cholchhe jor alochona college er freshers party niye. Bristir mone o legechhe utsober chowa. Bristi biri hostel er freshers party er kornodhaar der annotomo, taai oder byaasto tao berechhe….notun der apon kore nite jeno kono truti na thaake.College theke phire ora ghure ghure sokoler khobor nito,kau ke udaas dekhle taar mon bholanor jonno adda ditto,keu barir jonno kaannaa kati korle take nijeder songe songe raakh to. Bristi aar biri ekadhare hoye utaychhilo notun der priyo bondhu, boro didi. Ei somai besh kichhu jon tai khub sabhabik bhabei oder khub kaachha kaachhi chole esaychhilo.

Erom e ekdine ora toholmara sesh kore esay bosechhilo oder hostel er lwan e . Nije der moddhe freshers niye alochona korchhilo.Hotat sakhi esay janalo je oder tieen chaar jon senior esaychhe, kichhu gurutto purnno katha aahchhe oder saathe.Bristi sondhyaar por paroto pokkhe(khub emergency na hole and pmathai paaglamo na chaaple) hostel er baire jeto na (anek e ei jonno oke anek katha shonai kintu bapi maam er adesh amanno korte or maan saai dei na).. Ekhon o bristi “kintu/kintu” korte laaglo. Briri r katha abosso alada, o sokhriyo bhabe raajniti te jog dewar por theke era (j senior ra esaychhilo)or pri godfather hoye dariyechhilo.Jaihok bristi jete chaichhe na dekhe saakhi bollo,” Dekh bristi toke emni emni jete bolchhi na, gopal da r o ashar katha ahchhe. Tui I bol o ato dur theke asbe aar tui gate periye berote paarchhis na.Bolabahullo sakhi jaar naam korechhe taar naam kore bristi ke jommer duyare daakhleo bristi sekhane jabe. Atoheb sotosphurto bhabe na geleo bristi gelo. Mone bhaablo oke(gopal da) sondhyer pore hostel e aashte baron kore debe.Na! Gopal da nei !! sekhaane. O ekbaar bhaablo saakhi ke jigesh kore, kintu jiggesh , abar bhaablo dekhai jaak, hoito deri korchhe ashte.Ora oder hostel er pechoner park ta tee say boslo. Sekhane suru holo alochona. Puro alochonaar ullekh aproyojoniyo, mul boktobbo holo , bristi aar birir saathe jehetu 1^st year er aneker saathe khub bhaalo somporko aachhe, ora jeno oder ke manupulate kore “Y” party te join korai aar jader songe ekhon o temon somporkko hoi ni tader saathe jeno somporko toiri korai aar tader o jeno party te tane. Moter opor “y” party er hostel er vote bank ta jeno ora toiri kore.Sudhu matro vote bank toiri korar jonno misti misti katha bola, bhaalo byabohaar kora,kaachhe tene newar abhinoi kora..” na je ja khushi bhabte pare ei kaaj bristir dara konodin o hoi ni aar hobe o naa. Bristi bhitor bhitor jole geleo khub sonjoto athocho diro sore bollo,” Ami karo bayktigoto baypare hostokhep kori ni aar korbo o naa, sorry ei kaaj amar dara hobe na.Ar kokhon o amake esob prostaab diyo na.”Oi chaar joner modhye ekjon kichhu bolte jaachhilo kintu bristi take kichu bolaar sujog naa diye ei bollo” amar bapi r phone aste pare ami mobile room e rekhe esaychhi(prothom mobile haranor pore ditiyota room er shobha bordhoni korto besi) aamaake jete hobe”, bolei kau ke uchho bachho korar sujog na diyei hata laagaalo room er dike. Bristi jokhon room e esay pouchholo tokhon Ips chole esaychhe. Ei muhurte bristir buke hazar proshner jhor…tahole ki etodin jake o nijer moner mondir e sthaan diyechhe seo sudhu matro ektaa vote er jonno bristir saathe kaatha bole, bhaalo baybohaar kore, majhe majhe ektu proshoi dei..bristi ki tobe vote bank er ekta vote matro,kitu take to eto boro probonchok , eto boro abhineta mone hoi ni konodin o .!! Hoi to ba o anno rokhom..kintu taai ba ki kore hoi?tahole ei rokhom ku prostabi alochonai or ashar katha ki kore thaakte pare!Bristi to alochonar pri prothom bhaagei utay esaychhe hoitoetokhon e “o” esaychhe, eto niche o namate parbe bristi ke!!..buke jokhon eto proshner jhor much aar kotokhon chup thaakte pare?Bristi Ips ke sob katha bollo. Shune Ips o gombhir,bollo, “ raaj nitir khub nongraa khela suru hoyechhe re, somai e er uttor debe, doirjjo dhor.”Biri phirle bristi jiggesh korlo,” o esaychhilo?” biri bollo,”jani na amio agei beriye giyechhilam”.Porer din doll ke bristi sob bollo. Doll mon diye sob shunlo..oder anek alochona holo,kintu kono somadhaan e pouchate paarlo na ora, oder ektai proshno,” tahole gopal da keno kono din o nije mukhe kichhu bollo na, tobe ki o mukhosher araal theke oder influence korte chaichhilo?”

Din karo amimangshito proshner jonno theme thake naa.E khetre o din kaate laaglo nijer niyom ei. Bristi cheye cheye dekhlo nije der party te tanar protijogitai dourachhe party er horta korta bidha tar a.Keu bondhu bese, keu hitakaankhi bese, keu keu aro ek daap egiye premik bese moidaan e neme porechhe.Esob dekhe bristi r bitrishna jonmate laaglo, kosto hote laaglo bhaablo ,ei jonnoi ki esaychhilam ekhaan e?Doll er abosthao eki rokom. Dujone bhaabe er theke dher bhaalo chilo oder sarada misson. Manus her ei mukhosh oder dogdhe dogdhe maarte laaglo.

Eri majhe ekdin sathi aar saakhi sondhye belai bristir room e esay hazir. Aboltabol kichhu kathar por, beraal beralo jhulir bhitor theke. Ora bolchhe,” Jodi gopal da nije mukhe toke junior der influence korte bole tahole kaaj ta korbi to?” Bristir kharap laagchhe nijer “sopner raajputro “ somporkhe kharap kichhu bhaab te , kharap kichhu bolte,”O jodi ei katha amake noijer mukhe bole tahole or much rakhar jonno kore debo. O jodi amake pake namate chai or haat dhore ami paake naambo, kintu tarpor jibon e aar konodin o ami or much dorshon korbo na”. Ei katha bole sakhi sathi der bidai korleo nijer maan theke bhabna gulo bidai korte parlo na, bhabte laaglo” tobe ki sottei o cholona korechhe? Oki sottei chai amake ei norok kunde namate…” Bristir samne purono din gulo chayachobir moto bhaschhe…oder freshers e bristir saathe or prothom alap,or saathe bristir close dance,kokhono kokhono katha r adaan prodaan…..sob mithaa?sob ki maya, probonchhona…sotti sudhu ekta VOTE?Didha aar donde, sonkha aar songshoi e bristi dulte thaklo..dultei thalo.

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"Hazar manusher bhire jokhon tomake dekhi niroto kormoroto...tokhoni tumi sobcheye monohor" Dekhte dekhte kete gelo puro ekta bochhor.Ekdin asha nirashar dolai dulte dulte bristi ra je line e esay dariyechhilo aaj sekhane notun mukher bhir. Bristi der sthan poriborton hoyechhe. Ora ekhon marksheet e soi korchhe,udgrib mukhgulor hayar proshnner uttor dichhe. Sokaal theke prochur uttayjona aar utshaho niye biri bristi ra ghurchhe line er ekmatha theke anno prante. Kokhon-o klanto hoye dudondo jiriye nichhe aabar chute jaachhe line er kaachhe.Erom bhabe toholdari korte korte hotat ekta gomgome sore bristi chomke utaychhilo. Dhoni anusoron kore bristi dekhlo, tar sopner raajputro ke. Besh kichhudin je lukhiyechhilo bristir dristipaath theke.Etodiner adekha bristir mone j megh jomiyechhilo poloke ta udhao.Bristi kaaj bhule gelo,rasta bhule gelo...sthanubot dariye nirnimesh chokkhe dekhte laaglo 'sopner jadukor'-er protita griba bhongi,chokkher tarar sonchalon,haat-paa-mukh nara. Bristir mone holo jogoter somosto kolahol jeno nimishe muchhe gechhe,mone holo ek nirjon deep-e se jeno dariyechhe taar ekaanto priyojoner mukhomukhi,mone holo kono ek 'debsishu' jeno poth bhule esaygechhe ei lok-e. Anekei proshno korte paro,“ bristi eto nirlojjo holo keno?“Kono rongo priyo prachina bplteo paren,“aa molo porarmukhi“..tobe je jai boluk bristir paa okhane prosturibhuto hoyechhilo.Kotokhon bristi oi abosthai chhilo bristi nijeo jane na..dekhlo, debsishu honto donto hoye bristir dike egiye esay kisob bolchhe...hai!! bristir korne ki poucholo kichhu? Bristi ki anudhabon korlo kichhu? Pagol!! Bristi tokhon mugddho tar jogote somahito.Mugghotar srot bodhai bristi ke boye niye giyechhilo baastobotaar theke anek dure, nahole bristir orom abchha bhabe ghaar narchhe keno?Mukhe katha nei keno bristir? Chokkher bhasa ra kon atole toliye aachhe!! Debsishur kintu eto lokkhho korar somai nei. Se jemon esaychhilo temni druto phire jaachhe nijer byaasto porishore.Or phire jawa dekhte dekhte bristir khub ichhe korchhilo oke pherai, bole,: jeo na darao bondhu aro bolo dukatha“, khub icche hochhilo or saamne khule die nijer hridoi. Kintu bristi kichhui korte parlo na. Naa!!Bristir aar kono kaaj korte ichhe korchhe na,kolahol aar bristir bhalo laagchhe na...bristi eka hote chaichhe.Gaasher aagai sishir bindur moto aajker ei nirmol, sochho sondorjjo ke bristi sojotne songrokho korte chaichhe.Ei amullo muhurto sudhu bristir ekaar...kau ke er bhaag debe na bristi.Bristi dhire dhire college cherhe beriye aaschhe, ati sontorpon e, jeno kono chena mukhher saamne oke pore katha bolte na hoi, jeno ektu ashaabdhonatai jhore jaabe aajker amullo muhurtto ta. Bristi taxi dhorchhe...jibone prothom bar ekaa bristi paa bariyechhe mohanogorir raastai..bristi pouchhe jaachhe hostel e nijer room e..deho eliye dicche nijer bichhanai,chokh bondho kore jogot songsaarer somosto chobi theke mukh phiriye niye somosto chetona ke kendribhuto kore aajker amullo chobi ta ke gethe nichhe moner gobhir e...mon theke prerito korchhe aattaai, chhobi grothito hochhe aattaar mormosthole.Bristi nijer janlai dariye dekhchhe surjjer poshchimi jatra. Aakaasher astoraager theke laalimaa niye bristi tulir tan dichhe apon aataai prothito chobite, anubhob korchhe“ tumi sundor jonosroter maajhe“.

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"rupe tomai bholabo nago gaan diye daar kholabo"

Bristi der department er farewell aaj.Roktokorobir nondini sejechhe bristi.Dirghho chuler churai joriyechhe ashok phuler mala.Sara anongge goirik phuler saaj, goirik bosoner sojjai bristir aaj toposhinir besh.Aneker mugdhho driti chuye jaachhilo Bristi ke aaj.Natoker raja sejechhe oderi sohopaathi debdeep,ranjan sejechhe surjjo...seo oderi sohopaathi.Nondinir rup dekhe deb er koumaarjjo broto tolmol..kaabik chonde bolei phello," mon ta jodi dis amare/ rakhbo take joton kore...." Bristi deb ke maajh paathe thamiye diye bollo,"Maan j amar hariye gechhe kon ajana prantore". Hese paas katiye gelo deb er.Kintu aaj sottei eder motibhrom hoyechhe!!Surjo o bristi ke ekta konai tene niye giye bolchhe.." mrinmoyee ke ami sheno kori aar nondini er chorone aaj nije ke soplaaam.(bristi ke oder department er aneke |" somaptir" mrinmoyee bolto)Toke etodin janai ni ..aaj na janiye paarlam na"...Bristi to hptobak..prothome deb, tarpor surjjodujonei bristir khub bhalo bondhu,...eder holo ta ki!!Bristi deb ke hesay uriye chhilo kintu surjjo ke bristi chene...or asostitto modhyogogoner surjjer motoi prokhor, oke erano jaai naa...surjjer mon komolkorok er motoi norom taai rurh bhabe aachor kata jai na, tai khub sabdhan e bristi bollo,"Ronjon er prem nondinir cholar paath er paatheyo , ta anonto ashim, Take bondhon e bedhe taar madhurjjo ke choto koris na .. mrinmoyee ke mrinmoyeei thakte de..tar maajhe nondini ke khuje mrinmoyee ke choto koris na".

Natok ta khub proshonshito hoyechhilo. Annyanno deparment theke-o chatro chatri ra esaychhilo. Bolabahullo Ipa aar biri-o esaychhilo. natok sesh hoya matro bristi Ips aar biri ke surjjo aar deber katha janalo. Biri to phichel haasi hese bollo," surjjo!bah khub bhalo patro.--Oke haatchara koris na--O haate thaka mane 1st class haater muthoi, tarpor gaan-kobitai o toke matiye raakhbe."--Bristi-o kichhu kom jai na songe songe nijer golar mala ta birir haate diye bollo," jokhon tui eto bujhechis tokhon ei malata borong tui-e poriye de". Ips etokhon mukchki muchki haaschhilo oder kando dekhe . Ebar sobhab bidruddho bhabei ek adbhut kando kore boslo. Bristir haat ta shokto bhabe chepe dhore bollo,"chol". bristi aar biri to abaak, bollo"kothai"? Ips bollo," gelei dekhte pabi". Sesh porjonto Ips esay thamlo oder stats deparment-e. Bollo, "Ja boromallo ta poriye diye aai. Tahole tui-o baachis aar o-o baache. Toke aar lokjon propose kore jaaliye maarbe na aar or naam-eo lokjon bhulbhal katha chhorabe na."Biri aro ek kaathi opor diye jai,bollo," amader oitihashik college-e ek oitihashik bibaho sompornno hobe." Bristi-o khub smartly bollo," jai tobe aaj boromallo ta aaj poriyei ashi"--bollei jei na chol korar jonno ek paa baariyechheomni dekhlo kolirkesto dujoner saongeclass theke beriye kothao jaachhilo. Songe songe bristir sob smartness hawa--o mala ta Ips der dike chure diye chhut lagalo. Ekchhute soja hostel bus-e. Hostel-e phire biri bollo," Tui paliye eli keno re mora--aaj toke ekbaar dekhle kolirkesto kesto giri chere shriradhikaar pechhon pechhon ghurto". Bristi bollo,"Rup-e j oke bholabo na, gaan diye daar kholabo".

Ei ghotonar por deb dhire dhire abar sbhabik bondhutto bojai rakhte laaglo aar surjjo sobdher aachore phutiye tulte laaglo bristir proti or monobhab. Kintu taar jonno bristi der bondhutter modhye kono bhagon asay ni. Bristir proti surjjer monobhab niye lekha sokol kabbo jedin gronthakaare prokaashito hoyechhilo sedin bristi sottei uchhoshito hoyechhilo, hardik abhinondon janiyechilolo. Surjjo mridu hesay bolechhilo," eta tor jonnoi sombhob holo, tui na thakle jantam na, bhalobasa kakare koi, jantam na bhalobasar rup ki, prem-e koto madhurjjo."

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tumi robe nirobe..hridoi-e momo”.

Ek bisonno sondha. Eke eke final year er didi ra hostel chere chole jachhilo. Hostel-er batase bidai-er sur. Bristir moner bashi teo baajchhe korun raag. Mora jostshanaishaan korte bristi esay bosechhilo or priyo dolnatai.Bristi bhabchhilo or prothom din ekhane asha theke or ekhan-e ekatto hoye jawar katha. Eke eke priyo much gulo ke bidai dewar katha. Jawar belai sobai bole gechhe “Jogajog thakbe-I”., kintu bristi jane ta sombhob noi---jiboner bastotar kaache haar mene chhire jai jogajoger sutro. Aaj jake chhara mone hoi bhubon andhokaar se chole gele-o din boye jaai nitto niyom-e---somai-er srote boye asanuri-kakor purno korte thake shunnosthaan. J gelo tar asthitto sudhu theke jaai shritir khatai. –Esob bhabte bhabte bristi bodhai bhab jogoter anek govir-e probesh korechhilo tai biri aar Ips-er agomon ter-o pai ni. Biri-r proshne tai ektu chomke utlo—“ki re eka e bhabe bose ki krishner dyaan korchhis”?Bristi abhimani sore bollo,” keno amar krishno dyaan chara ki aar kichhu bhabar nei?” Ips ebar much khullo, “ Krishner dyaan korlei to hobe na e dike krishner naam-e lokjon ki bolchhe shunechhis?”Bristi kichhu-I shone ni. Tai khub abaak hoyei bollo, “ ki bolchhe abar?”Biri chora choke Ips ke dekhe niye bollo,” baad de to. Loker kathai kaan dite nei?”Biri ei katha ta na bolle hoi to Ips katha ta anno bhabe paar to kintu e khetre seta aar holo na Ips sorasori-ei bollo , “ o naki sawagotake propose koreche”. Sei muhurte okhan-e jodi bidyut porto tahole-o bodhai bristi eto ta chomkato na. Asphute bristi bollo,” what?”Biri songe songe bollo,” eta mone hochhe X party-er ekta chaal. O Y party-er khub porichito much taai hoito…” Katha sesh korte na diyei gombhir bhabe bollo, "tor erom adbhut dharona jonmaachhe keno?Premer saathe politics k tene ene prem k chhoto koris na."Biri kichhu ta aprostut sore bollo,"kintu.."Oke katha sesh korte na diyei Ips bollo,"o hoito khub baje bokchhe na bristi. Senior hoisabe oke jototuku chini tate bojhai jai or ruchi pochonder saathe sawagator kono mil thakte pare na. Ami kau ke chhoto korte na cheyei bolchhi swagotar moto meye ke o propose korbe eta biswas kora asombhob.Ekhane kono rohoshher git abossoi aahchhe". Rohoshher gronthi unmochoner ageidinner er ghonta beje gelo. Agotta alochona maajh multubi rekhe ora khabar ta ante gelo.Ichhe ei j konorokom e khabar ta tule niye room e bose ghotonar porjalochona kora.Khabar tukte giyei ghotonar mor anno paathe ghuru jabe k janto?Sawagota o tar bahini dinning room e bristi ke dekhte peyei daak dilo. Bristi khub shanto dheer driro bhabe egiye giye sawagotar chokhe chokh rekhe jiggesh korlo," ki bolchhis?"Sawagotar hoito sei antorbhedi dristir saamne katha jogalo na tai totlate totlate bollo, " na mane..."Sawagotar oi abostha dekhe haal dorlo Krishna .Jotota pare abogga misiye bollo, " sunechhis nischoi, oi chele ta , ki jeno naam...sawagota ke propose korechhe." Biri aar Ips kokhon j paye paye pichhone esay dariyechhe bristi ter o pai ni. Ter pelo jokhon jokhon biri bidrup chhoriye diye bolchhe," chomotkaar j propose korechhe er modhei tar naam bhule geli! Ki bayper re sawagota tui ki century korte cholli naki?" Birir eto katha bristir motei pochondo hochhilo na. O Krishnar dike takiye bollo, " to ami ki korte pari?"Ebar sawagota mukh khullo," na mane amra to jani j tor or opor byatha ahchhe.. ekhon se jodi amake propose kore to ami ki korte pari bol. dyaak bairer karo jonno jeno amader bondhhutto ta nosto na hoi.' Sotti swagota kei ba korbe! kintu bristi ei ba ki korte pare. katha gulo gorom shisar moto or kaane probesh korlo. O aro shitol sore bollo," prothomoto: tui amar baandhobi nos...sohopathini matro,ditiyoto: ami eto nich noi je dujon priyo r modhye apriyo hoye thaakbo, tritioto:Ami ekjon shahitter chhatri, bini sutor mala gaathte ami jani, choturthoto: ami mone kori na maanusher moner porisor eto khudro j eksaathe dujoner jaiga hobe na".Sawagota bahini bodhai ei uttorer jonno adeu prostut chhilo na kimba hoito uttor ta anudhabon korte somai nichhilo..ityabosore bristi ra room er dike paa bariyechhilo. Hoito roomei jeto kintu pechon theke uray elo," eto ahongkaar,dekhe nebo tui ki kore paas noder chaad ke".Sesher sombhodhon ta bristir gaaye agun dhoriye dilo. Katha ta aggrajjo kore chole aste giyeo ghure daralo, mridu hesay bollo," ahongkaar korar jinish aachhe tai ahongkaar kori.Aar somporko jinis ta eto thunko noi j pawa napawar tuladonde maapte bosbo."Ebar aar na dariye o roome phire elo. Songe songe biri aar ips o elo. Bolabahullo ei ghotona oder ke sombhito kore diyechhe. Kichhukhon nirobe katar por biri ei prothom mukh khullo," toder ki mone hoi sotti ei erom kichhu hoyechhe?"Ips ebar hese phello, hesei bollo," tor ki ekhon o mone er sotto ta niyesongsoi hochhe? Eto natok ker poro o?"Bristir mukheo hasir jhilik ebaar," sotti holeo khoti ki? Se robe nirobe hridoie momo. Aar tate jodi toder apotti thake tahole noito toder khushi korte sawagota sotin ke niyei ghor korbo, ki bolis?"...Ek anabil hasir hillole ghorer batas bhore utlo.

Erpor kichhudin anek tukro tukro katha bheshe beralo,"binisutor mala" niye urlo anek bidrup, kichhu kichhu gujobo chhutlo paalla diye. bristir upekhhar aboron ke chhinno kore kichhui soprsho korte paarlo na oke. Tarpor kaaler niyome sobi miliye gelo ekdin. Abar nirmol batas boilo, megh kete sotter surjjo roshmi choriye porlo.

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"Madhubaan me kaniya kisi gopi se mile/khabhi mus kaiye,khabi baat kare....radha kyai se na jale,aag taan me lage, radha kyai se na jale?"

Bristi sedin department e bosei gojolla chalachhilo. Asole thik taar afer din koyel er saathe baji dhore bristi KRC sir er jamai Ink chitiyechhilo, ekhon bete heray giye o koyel chinese e niye jete chaichhilo na sobai ke, tai niyei tumul bedhechhe. Sobai mile Koyel er opor chorao hoyechhe.Eri majhe hotat birir abhirbhaab oder department e . Biri ke bujh te asubidha hochhilo na j o besh hontodonto hoye chute esaychhe. Bristi ektu abaak hoyei jigesh korlo," tui"?Bristi ra oder "core group" er katha karo samne prokaash korte naraj.Anner samne tai ora gaaner madhyome nije der moner bhaab prokaash korto. Sei dhara bojai rekhe biri bollo " shon, jamuna kinare baje mridang/kare krishno raash ..." ei gaan tar baki angsho ki re?"Byaas bristi bujhe gechhe "daal me kuchh kala hai..ebong kolir kesto k niyei kichhu kelo". Atoheb gajolla theke beriye porlo biri r saathe. Biri sombad dewar bhongi te janalo oder kolir kesto canteen e 26 jon meyer modhye eka bose rashleela korchhen.Bristi erom sombad er jonno ekebarei prostut chhilo na, darun chomke proshno korlo" ki?"Biri digun utshahe bolte shuru korlo, "tahole aar bolchhi ki, tui ekhane bose bose jar naam jop kore morchhis se oi dike26 joner saathe ekai bindas rashleela chalachhe". Bristir to katha ta shunei ga pitti ri ri kore jole jaachhilo,sutorang "sei ekjon" er opor raag ta berolo birir oporei.."amake bolte esaychhis keno, 26 jon keno 26000 jon ke golai jhuliye moruk ge jaak amar ki?". Bolei ulto mukhe hata laagalo.Biri jane raager somai bristi ke kichhu bolte jawa manei agun ghee dewa,tai chupchaap or pechone aste laaglo. Ora kichukhon Bekar building er siri te giye boslo.Matha ta ektu thanda kore bristi chollo canteen er dike. Kintu pothei dekha sakhi er songe. Ekta baka hasi hese mukhe chukchuk awaj kore sakhi bollo," eki raashleela sesh howar por sri radhika r agomon?"Bristi khub sitol sore bollo," radha krishner raashleela to sadharon er drostobbo noi...!!tai sadharon khetrer ei raashleelai angsho grohon korte sri radha ichhuk noi. Amader milon khetro alada , sekhane sadharon keu abaanchhito ebong anahuto". Sakhir mukh dekhei bojha gelo j o ghete gechhe, jiggesh korlo "mane"?Bristi ichhe korei thoter kone ekta rohoshomoi hasi phutiye tule bollo," phurshote bojhabo".Shakhi ke aar kichhu bolar sujog na deyei bristi birir haat dhore canteen e pouchhalo.kintu totokhon e rashleela sesh hoye gechhe. Bristi jiggashu dristi te birir dike takalo...,biri amta amta kore bollo,"ektu agei to....tui biswas kor".Birir kathai abiswas er kono karon nei, canteen e tokhon loker mukhe mukhe eki golpo phirchhilo. Bristi ekta dirghho shash chere bollo " Ami rashleela ta dekhe chokkhu sarthok korte parlum na,kopaal khana bhaab."Er por hostel e phireo jone jone esay bristi ke janiye gechhe canteen er raashleela r ghotona. Sathe sathe cholechhe tader shantona dewa, upodesh dewa.Pathok ra nischoi nijeder abhigota theke bujhe jaben ei abosthai ki rup shantona ba upodesh aste pare tai aar udharon diye lekhoni ke ajotha dirgho korar jukti nei. Jai hok ei abosthai ek matro Ips bolechhilo," meye gulo jodi hanglar moto giye oke gherao kore to o ki korte pare?" Er uttor e bristi Ips ke bhengche utay bolechhilo," aha kochi khoka, keno utay jete parlo na? nayka ekta. tui or hoye ekdom safai dibi na."

Ei bhabe besh kichhudin kete gelo.Kintu ghotona ta," sesh hoiyao hoilo na sesh"..Amader kolir kesto r raasleela ta kinbodinti te porinoto holo. Amader gopal/kolirkesto koto jon meyer saathe, kotokhon rashleela chaliyechilen tar jotajoto totho pawa jai na.Loker mukhe mukhe ghurte ghurte gopinir sonkhya dariyechhilo46, rashleela r somai kaal dariyechhilo 2 ghonta,anusongik aro anek kichhu esaychhilo. Tobe ta prokaash korar probitti amar nai. tai shober bud budei ja leen hoye gechhe sei apriyo ta k aar ajotha jibon dilam na.

Ei ghotana niye poroborti anek alochonai gopal/kolir kesto janiyechhen j gopinir shonkhya chhilo 26 jon, somai kaal chhilo boro jor 15 mins, aar ora sobai mile alochona korchhilo,"kukr der jotno neoa hochhe na,, aar milliue (oder colleger pet)street dog noi tai oke capture korar ki kono reason ahchhe ...."

Ekhon patok bhabben na j ami amader kolirkesto ke abritto korte chaichi ba saakh diye maach dhakchi. Ami gopal er theke songrohito tothho janalam. Ekkhone apnara nijo nijo budhhi ebong bibechona diye bichar korben sekhane prokito ghotona ta ki ghotchhilo.